Thursday, January 29, 2009

Waking Up With Vertigo

Altromare to Love - Part 1

One of the things that most intrigues me about to Altromare, even now that I live in the more rarefied intervals, the atmosphere is soaked with sex. Or, at least, the promise of sex. E 'atmosphere that I fear more than anything he experienced in the third person from this point of view, I admit that I have lived according to the dictates of Catholic moral involuntarily.

It 'also true that, in particular summer context, the promise of sex or, even better, a romantic, sentimental transport, was sufficient to permeate the days I spent at Altromare of that languor that, even after many years can resurface almost unaffected by nostalgia and transported by tumult of memories.

My emotional vicissitudes Altromare to start soon, I think I've had a dozen years. The object of my yearnings was Ivana, a beautiful Neapolitan girl much older than me, and provided with a name other times, with mixed success, he would peek into my life. As I remember, the best approach I had with Ivana (Engaged to envied gross) came when we were near a swing in the playground of Righeira, the residence center of our lives to Altromare. I think I have traded on that occasion, even a few words with her, and the mere fact that he had not dismissed with a "Get out, scrawl" made it in my eyes worthy of all praise and worthy of my palpitations for at least one couple of summers. I was at a time so that I can live with knowledgeable stilnovisti loved by glaring, though that could be happy and smile. Reviewing years later I realized that I had seen long and, ultimately, his smile was not the only gift worthy of mention. Pure, then I could not think of anything but her face.

few years later, in the midst of a crisis pubertal full of pimples and excess fat, I had my first serious disappointment in love. I remember a terrible joke that made me Alba, and its worthy gossip (which today is among the readers of this memorial), when they gave me to understand that I should not claim to be engaged with that. My naivete made me not sufficiently suspicious even when Dawn told me to not spread this news, nor do I particularly aroused astonishment that such a beautiful girl was engaged to a species which can I was at the time: I felt, probably, that fairy tales exist in real life. In reality, however, Alba and his cousin took advantage of the situation for a number of jokes of dubious taste which I remember little better as I remember my reaction when very little gentleman, discovered the game, became abusive arousing the disapproval of their parent .

The second disappointment that I remember, during the same period, concerns Tiberi, a childhood friend of mine grew up with me playing tennis, football and any other employment unfeminine. At the time, even the most discerning meteorologist could have predicted the evolution of Tiberias would have been a little later: tomboy full of scabs on her knees in Where's My Car from the catwalk. Still, my infatuation lies in its period of tomboy. This did not prevent, however, that before so my survey through Fir, my inseparable companion of the time, the future Where's My Car found the matter should be cleared with a "Who, quer bad thing?" . This comment dall'ambasciator I was told that, on the occasion, led to punishment, all right. To be honest I think that the diplomat had done this, and others, during a role to Willing Executioners: I have no evidence that he exaggerated tones and words, but certainly did nothing to dampen, and without hidden (but it is my impression after the event) a certain complacency.

Meanwhile Altromare years passed and we showed even beyond the borders of Righeira. I remember very accurately the night, about fourteen, the men's section of our party came under the command of AndyDeMilĂ n, which are meant to "pick up". Only the term already filled his mouth and let us see some kind of unexpected changes to an evening that, hopefully, would departed from a standard made up of a games room and bicycle racing. With hindsight it was towing more than one session of stalking we were a group of a dozen idiot with pimples and bothered chasing group of girls in any number greater than two. If the whole session, the sharpest memory I have left is Andy calling for a cibalgina two girls, I do no wrong in thinking the evening rather unsuccessful. In fact I remember a lot of fun and, although aware that proper technique trailer was far from what is applied in the evening, anelai long that evening to be repeated soon, something that did not happen as a result an unexpected love affair that tied the leader, Andy, for a watermelon.

Meanwhile, my body had passed, albeit slightly, the Neanderthal was a young man and I had become slightly less repulsive. Thus began a timid successful season, opened the first romantic relationship that did not happen in my REM and by which the partners could claim to be aware of. He was the cousin of a dear friend to give me the delight of the first kiss and the first effusions, which unleashed a patchwork of mostly pleasant feelings (happiness of the first mutual love, the discovery of physical sensations connected, the satisfaction in having defeated the formidable competition of the catch-wet), but also painful (I learned later that the correct technical term is: colic sperm).

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